Thursday, August 30, 2007

White as the driven snow.

Another BFN. Why is it that whenever you only get one line on a HPT the other area, where the second line should be, is as white as the driven snow? It's almost like the freaking test is pointing and laughing, saying "Ha, ha! No second line there!!! SEE? White, white and MORE white!"

Yes, I'll still go for the beta tomorrow, just so that I can have the utter joy of getting another disappointing phone call saying "Unfortunately, I don't have good news for you." It's like a God damned joke at this point.

This officially marks 18 months of infertility. We've been trying since March 2006. At what point does trying turn to sheer desperation?

When will this hell end?

5 comments:

Jeannie said...

I'm sorry, Heather! That really stinks.

How many dpo (well, days past the IUI) are you? Is it possible that it's still too early? Maybe tomorrow will have a different outcome possibly . . .?

Praying hard for you!

hms said...

Nope. Today marks 13 days past the IUI. There's no way that there could be a chance. Especially given the oh-so-whiteness of the test. But thanks for the prayers.

Jeannie said...

Oh, that really just sucks! I hate this for you! I'm so sorry that you are going through this. Sending you some hugs.

Christine said...

I'm sorry Heather...Hugs from me too.

Jeannie said...

Just wanted to check on you. Are you doing OK? I think you said you were traveling this weekend . . .? I hope you are doing well. :)