So, still no period. I stopped taking all my IVF meds on Monday afternoon and I'm still leaking blue so I know it's going to take a few extra days for my period to show. Which is a pisser in itself. But besides that, I can't stop being anxious about my test tomorrow. I've already seen the BFN at this point, so it won't be a big surprise when the nurse says the standard "I'm sorry to have to tell you this" but I still harbor some hope, some faint evap line of hope that one of the little ones held on and is fighting for dear life. Perhaps that's why I feel guilty that I stopped the meds.
I was strong and held out on taking that last HPT this morning. Don't think that I didn't think about it. In fact, I'm thinking about it now. But I won't. It's not worth it to go to bed seeing another failure. At this point I'd rather wait for a definite yes-or-no answer.
And my boobs are itching. Ugh. Hope sucks.
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You have so much self-control not to test! wow! I can understand your reasoning, but I still think the nurse will have some lovely news for you. How does it work -- you do bloodwork this morning, then they call you later?
I don't think that (basically) 13 dpo is "late" to get a faint line. I think that's totally possible. (My best friend didn't get a positive until she was an entire week late!)
Praying very hard, H! I hope you get good news today! Hang on, babies-to-be!!
Oh, and I meant to add -- itchy boobs?! Oh, yeah!!! GOOD sign!!
Just checking on you now!
I think we're the only people in the world that celebrate itchy boobs!
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