The end of one life, the beginning of another.

Where to start? Well, IVF #6 was cancelled, voluntarily. Shocked? So was I, to be honest. But this time around life just got in the way. I've decided that I've just had enough of everything: IVF, my marriage, my misery. I can't remember what it was like to be happy anymore and so, realizing that there were two things that were making me miserable I decided to change the one that I had control over.

So, here I am. On the verge of divorce, possibly consigning my life to being a single mom to a single child and I'm feeling more energized than I ever have before. It's so freeing to finally put my foot on a path of correction. Lives will become irrevocably changed, but it's all going to be for the better. It has to be.