Sunday, July 1, 2007

Ok, so I'm not a perfect meat-dryer yet.

The jerky experiment had to be nixed. After 10 hours of drying, I checked on the results and it looks like I cut the strips way too thick because they were still raw in the middle. Oops... So, looks like I'm in for round two of jerky-making. At least it wasn't a huge investment.

I'm driving myself crazy with all this progesterone research. Some of the sites are encouraging and others are discouraging. They all basically say that my levels aren't astronomically high, but that they're bordering on the high between 'you might be pregnant' and 'these are normal levels at this point in your cycle'. UGH! So frustrating. So now I'm balancing between going to get the beta on Friday and waiting for my period this weekend. I'm just not sure which would be more of a let down at this point: hearing a negative beta or getting my period on my own. Plus, I have class on Saturday and R might be taking E to NY this weekend. If it's negative, I'm not so sure that I want to be alone all weekend. This is so frustrating. I can't wait for this part of my life to just be over. I just want to get pregnant so that I can move onto the more exciting worrying.

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