Friday, July 6, 2007

Moving on to the next cycle.

I started spotting this morning, so I'm officially moving onto the next cycle. I wasn't surprised after the last two days of negative tests. It's still frustrating and depressing to see, but I just have to move on. Have to keep moving on. I called the RE's office this morning to schedule an appointment so that we can start getting more aggressive. Plus, I made the decision that I'm going to start monitoring my body again with the daily temps and start taking Robitussin for the week before ovulation. Maybe all these pieces together will work to make something happen. I have to do something at this point. I feel like I'm just sitting here waiting for failure month after month.

E's in school today and I have the day off (flex time), so I'm trying to get the house in order and get some errands done. I'm going to pick him up early from school so that we can have lunch with the woman who was his Nanny. She hasn't seen him in a few months, so I know he'd love to hang out with her for a few hours.

I still have a ton of homework to get done, but R is taking E to NY with him this weekend, so I plan on trying to get some more done on Sunday. I have class all day tomorrow and then I plan to veg and go to bed early on Saturday night. Maybe I'll even go out and do something for myself. HA! Who am I kidding? I wouldn't even know where to start!

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